being bord

means for me to sitt at my computer doing nothing. or waching movies or lisen to musik. what i should have done was to sort al the stuff out of my computer. make more room on it.but noooo. i did not.
so today bord and i should study i found this one. a strip my friend gave me on oz. (i so miss that) and i can stop laughigabout it. so here i will share it with the world. and i fell sorry for the dicks. they dont have eat easy.

so that it.
over and out!

gone

i have been away with my animal behaviur studys and going home tomorrow.
we have been loooking at crikets and there fighting behavour. and first day. fun althe oter days borings. we have done around 250 fights. and after the first 50 it was one of the most borign stuff i have ever done.
and the fakt that my tuter are not here al the time. i feel that we will not be jugde good on this one. i want the higher mark and i dont have someone to see it. i know me and one of the others havedone more work. siting longer at night and esiding more. and then that other will get the same because of us is bad. bad bad. but what to do?
but i is a nice place to be. if i wasent so boring being here. goind home tomorrow and then this pain is over!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soooooooo nice!

so here we go

so im bad i know. no reason to go in to that again!

well it have happend alot. i have move home to the parents again to take a cours at stockholm university adn to do my final prodject for the bacholor! and talking about that i got an email that said i have to be in lud taking classes for it. and i say skrew that. when i started it they said yoe you can to it from a distans. so that i will do. i will not go down their becasue they change the rules.

so as i said i have moved home to the parents to do this. but i spend alotof the night with my boy its 7 onsths to days ;). so thats nice. and the cours im doing is nice.
ethology! the behavours of animals. love love that. and the bacholor prodject is about that aswell! hehe!
i have done alot in a short time. i have been with friends. seen M and L that nice. been with my C's and the family. now i have to see you J. you know how you are. dinner some day? and then i have to see the first C (see erlier poster) and study. and more and more!

i also starte plying handboll again. and have alreddy playd 3 games. and i love it. is the best to be back on that feild and the feeling of being in the team again. i love love it! so J you have to come see me. i will call you soon!

so now its school, praktis. finding a work and living on that the plan:P
enone that have a part time work for me?

over and out!

new york

so i did new york for new years. and one word wounderfull. and i hade the time of my life.
i can say it all, and explayin why. but this photo explanin it al. since my oz girls are their. and it was the best new years night ever!

over and out!

6 months....

good time flyes dosente it! a year ago i was doing diving on maggi. 8 month ago, i was geting home to sweden. and 6 months and 1 day ago i was a singel women. and then 6 months ago you and me become us.
i never think it would be this long. or that the feeling would grow more and more.

so 6 months and 1 day ago. you were not that big part of my life. now you are!

you and me become us!

as i said

if i feel like it i do it:P
and that come to moste stuff.

so i have to caomplain about the trains. and al that. that it dosent matter that we have snow and winter every year. its like trains and busscompaniet realiced that ooo its winter this year to. we tought that the climat change  took care of that!
news falsh, if we dont get winter that is so in the futture. like in 50 years. untill then we will get snow. it will get cold. so pleac suprise me next year. do have an big effect on the transpotations because it lest then 0 deegreeas and some snow comes down:P

over and out!

i know i know

i have not been doing my jobb.
but i have to say that i cant sometimes. when it is to much going on. and the feeling are bilding up i cant.if i start writing i will not stop. and that is bad. because some thing i cant put out ther for everyon to see.

so i will not write of the last week. that not fun. i will say that i wil try to do this again now that my brain and body have catching up with eachother.

i passed my celbiology exam yester day. and i did have an officiall bruning of my notes so i dont have to see them again:P i know im a dork but hey you like me like Iam.

adm the snow is here. so i hope it will be staying for 1 more week. then im happy. also its cold. last year i was in new zeeland on teh 17 and the 18 i was back in australia. so that a big diff compared to now. but well im happy being wiht my friend, family and boy. and im loning for chrismas day. then i have to see if i have been good at giving presentes this year to:P

so to end this of. the photo of yester day.

the bruning of nots and snow from my balcony!

to some that know swedish:P

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scotland

so i have been away for a week in scotland. lovely contery but hard to follow some of the people when they speak:P but it was so nice i needed that alot.
i will write more aout it when im up for it. i got the messeged that a friend of the family past away a week ago, so im not at my best now. so i can only say my you rest in peace. and i miss you.

over and out!

ps next time their will be photos.

Im a geek...

i have for the last days listen to backstreet boys al of the albums. it is both on repeat on my mp3 and my ituns. i want to much to here the songs over and over again i know im a geek. but i still like them alot. both the old and new. the are always in my heart because the was their since i was 8. the have been gone for a will but still can the make new songs that have new way to express the feeling. siberia and al. they are good at geting the songs to talk about love, new love, lost love friendship al in new ways:P  even when they do a song about cheating it become a hit.

so now i will stop doing this but some old pictuers on them so get nostolgic about:P

brian and kevin from 05

  

and then other from 08 (with brian in the coner)

so the list i talk about...

... in the last post.

they were for this year
- dive 150 dives that will not happen. i have 100
- fall in love that happend, and im happy
- meat up with B K T and M i have meet K and M B befor new yeras. i hope fo T to
- go to bergen to meet the norwigis thansk K for making that happen for me
- start my final work in school well that will not happen. but the plans are on trak eny way
- jump bungyjump it was planed fo nz but id not happen
- take dry suit card (think i will move that down to 5 years)
- stop thinkit to much dont think i can ever do that!
- see my cousins  well one down one to go

and for the next 5 years
- dive with hammer head scholling
- work woth sharks and orcas
- pet a shark and orcas(in the wild dont tell my dad)
-  take dry suit card
- be the best ant in the world! with the sis ofcurrse.

so more will maby come. butthat is for later.

hehe

so the tickets is paid. the hostel book. the smile on and i will get a book about new york. om maby i will what to wish for that in chrismas present:P

so her i go a list of what i want. and maby not need.

- a book about new york so i know what to fors B to take me to.
- the computer talk about erlier
- a the dive gera to have it al ( i so want but not to tell)
-pocket money for new york
- a new good camera. cannon. didigtal but sytem:P
-teather ticktes to me and mother
-mamma mia ticket in new york
- a calander for 2010
-that the list i set up for me in oz will be tru.
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over and out!

ok, ok

i have been bad again at this but alot have been going on. and the feeling that i can write here without saying everyting that flighs tru my head and i have not feel like that so ergo no writing.

but i have hade my darling bumbi here fo a weekend or more and we hade it good. we when to a friend so celibrate her birthday. over to denmark, playing card and talking. i have misst here and it was a good weekend. it could been bether. but hey nothing gos like we want to.

and then las week it was alot. i hade an exam that i so whant to get of my back. so after school i was in the lib to study as long as it was open. home. talk abit to the boy and then of to bed to start over. and then also planing what my bumbi said i have to do. im going to new york during new years. so i havebook the fligh and hoping everthing will go as planed for that. so this week will go to fix with that. get redy to go to scotland on sunday and be gone for a week, and maby breaht a little befor going home to sthlm for a weekend. and i have to say my boyfrind know how to make me smile.

idk what mor have happen, then my thinking when im been woking around and also reading the lokal papper. it has been a debate about wering a veil as a muslim women. and that its no someting writen in the coran. then thing i have always though was that the women were it to not show ther beauti  for any other man then thier own. or the clos family. so now when i see you women wher it, and they have tight pants, nice tops, some makeup, the veil is some eye cathing and they have heals. dont the purpus of the veil to not make you stand you now make you have they eye on you any why. i dont say the should not were it. but somhow i fell that is mixt. so now my crazy mind has spokne. i will go to bed soon.

over and out

the best in the world.

she is here! my own bumbi! and im so happy for that. she is my strengt, my one and only. and we are going to have a great weekend togther. so long since last and so needed.

i have go to school for a seminare. but later she is mine and only mine!
love here more then anything.

over and out

well...

not much have happend. i have finished one cours now (yester dau) and started the marinbioloy- advanced today. it looks like it will be a good,no exam in that one. alot to read but i think it will be a nice course.
I also got my supervior for the bacholar prodject i will do next year and that feels good aswell. the think that are comming seems to be working out so nicely.

and in 2 days my BUMBI is coming here. i have miss her so much. wehave not realy hade the time to see eachother during this summer. so have her down her and be only us to. ya thats what we soooo need. she will alwyas be the best their is. but not be alot with her is not the best for me.

so to get out of this depression i have over the lack of sun and bad wether we will have some amasing days now.

over and out! (jessica did you stell that from me?)

i know put them togehter but hey i cant!

and then i found this.

http://www.expressen.se/sex/1.1764335/fler-kyssar-kan-skydda-barn-under-graviditet and since i have someon i care about more then my self that are pregnet i hade to publish it here.

is says that if you are pregnet kiss you boyfriend alot becase that will give the babe protection from a virus. the best is to kiss the same one for 6 months.

and to add to that. i have seen the first photo proff of this childe. is so small but im i love with it. and it will be the best time to see it grow up.

´BTW i think its a boy!!!!

im happy....

http://www.expressen.se/kultur/1.1763970/astrids-okanda-text-om-rashatet

i know this is in swedish. but i was going on abut what a parti in swe did against my favorit aothor in al times. and now one of her friends found this text that she wrote in 1916 that she was said about what she read about judes. and im happy that even though she is dead she can still deffend her self. she wrote this so long ago yes, but why would her friedn have it in the book that the party deside to you are heir manifesto if not to find it for her. life after death is someting that we dont talk about. she wrote a book about it. and i know their is someting after this life. the feeling i have about dead relatives show that its tru. they are always their. i have the biggest proff of that. i when to my granmother and granfathers grave to say hello and be closer to them with alot going on in my head. and on their grave a rabbit satt and look at me. it jumpt  of and was their al along will i wistit them. and i know it was because they wanted me to know they are always their.

R.I.P astrid.
R.I.P granmother and my 2 granfathers.
R.I.P al the dogs and animal i hade in my life. not a day gose by i dont miss you.
and now i know why i wanted to ligh the candles yester day. to show the one i love they are always on my mind.

a day.

so its the last of october. and hallowen or all hallows eve! to day most people put candles ute, and i fell that a candel show that you care so why not. i got some an put in my windo, and that is for al the people i love. bot that i lost and still are with me. i will rember them always and hope that the ones i lost RIP.

Im in love...

i have fund someting im so in love with. its a laptop. i know i know i should not be.but this one is amasing

http://www.samsung.com/se/consumer/detail/detail.do?group=computersperipherals&type=computersperipherals&subtype=laptop&model_cd=NP-X420-AA01SE

is not hevy, it has a long life time with the batteri. and i want it. so i need to become a miljoner soon so i can by al tihs that i want. i would not only shop. but thir are some thing i want to have that will last me long.
well well w have to see what happens.

need to go back so the prodject. done sooooon.

over and out

I want to go...

i have friend that want me to go to New Yoork. and i want to. i sooooo want to.
so pleace someone give me money so i can go. and pay of my student loans.
but hey aperently that life is not for me. im not that luky. the money problem will alwyas be thier i wish that was not the problem for me. the money! i hate that. so hate that.

so i wish i wolud be able to have more of this pictures after newyears..that would be a dream come ture!