ones i month....

i have been hating to be a girl (if you are sensitiv dont read on)

but now i have goten someting that makes may days lovely its cald a moon cup and no more nasty stuff in the pantis. only someting to clean a few times aday. so i love it!

and i hate being alone in my house. someting wrong in the cable made parts of it black. sometimes i hate not knowing stuff like that!so talking to a father in england trying ti get it good. that took time and enery. so a solution makes it good now. and later dad will fix it!

over and out

nice day!

so finaly we hade the date we have been longing for. me C and F have been trying to see eachother. only the 3 of us!

så they took the train here and we hade lunch, to a walk with my dogs and bake a appel pie with appels from the garden! it was jumy! and we talk.
a nice day with lovely friends. I so love my friends.
and when they left my B sent me a paket and stuff like that makes my day. i miss here and K.
i hope to see them sooon!!!

over and out!

so again bad!

i can write that everytime now! because im so bad at this some times.

its not because i dont have enything to write it only slips my minde!

so the birtday paryt is over. well al summer is over. so i quick recap.
K came for my birthday party, like M, N and M again. then i was in norway seeing M and sshe hade B their as a suprice. fantastic. lovely times! i have been working at skansen aquariet, loved it! and then the weding of the liljas and babthisem of Trinity or my name for her trin or auntis love!.

i have forgoten allot probably, but the reason that im writing her now again is that i was a bad girl, yester day one of the young sister friends tells her i have goten a red cooper.
that my dream car, so what do I do? i look on blocket for one and find this. can enyone give me money for it. i soooo want it. its the right color and all..

http://www.blocket.se/stockholm/Mini_Cooper___02_28294971.htm?ca=11&w=1

and not that expensive!

well that it for thims time.
well what im forgeting is that this i writen on my new computer. that i love more then enything its red and fast and lovely! love love love it. and its a profetionl one! hehe
ove and out

nu är det gjort

jag är klar med mitt kandidatarbetet. jag har skickat in det och ska bara presentera det nästa vecka sen har jag första steget i min utbildning vilket är helt underbart!

det har varit ett långt prodjekt och att läsa alla artiklar är det krånligaste och hitta infon. sen var det så skönt när det bara brjar flytta ut i fingertoparana.
så nu efter nästa 9000 ord och 20 sidor med massa pill är jag jävligt nöjd med mitt resultat. nu är det bara att få veta betyg och presentationen kvar, vilket känns underbart.

så nu är det arbeta på skansen och försöka få tag i ett masterjobb.

en bild på min älsking snöret när han rättar till käken. han är för söt

även en bild på en steker (lemur)

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alot done!

i have been up since 5.30 today, because i went down to lund to do an exam. so i left with the train 6.23 arrived at 10.45, then at 11 i was seing my supervisor on the undergrad prodject to talk a bit about the papper and i feels good that we are on the same page about it. he is happy with it and its not much work to do now, and that makes me happy. and then at 12 i was starting the exam done i 2h and left lund again at 15.23. so now im on my way home and will be in sthlm in 40 min. after that the comunity train and home to the bed. and pleace remind me to never do someting like this again.tell me to sleep over so i dont get this tierd. i mean, the body is acking. it want to be standing not sitting. and i want to be out in the sun with my love. not wait for an other train. most of al i want to have the next prodjcet set and done. i want to have more time to be with my family and nice. and i want to work with the orcas. i know this is a bit complaning but im tierd.

so tomorrow it will be better. i will meet some of my loves friends, i will have my nice over for many hours. and i will be of from work. i can wait because this week have been to much with only thusday of for studying and then work and studying the rest of the days. so tomorrow only enjoying being with people i care about.
and on thusday i probably will be with my friends plying curling. that will be sooo intressting.

over and out!

since...

i work alot and then spend the night at my loves place i have not been abel to update on the nice photos. but here they come! at this point shes 2 days old.

and more will come will she grows biger and more butifull

happy happy!

so after a realy nice evning with c and c i got a test the next morning form my sister. and it told me im an aunti! hehe. i have a nice! shes so butifull and i cant wait to meat here. since i work today al day i has untill to morrow. but then i will hold the mirakel. and then their will be photos!

over and out!

alot

have happend again.

i have been at my work with C only to walk around and eny it!

i also took a photo of sthlm. butifull city!

on valborg my love was playing at skansen, so i took the opertunity to take some photos of him. and thins one is the best ever! i love it and him! xxoo

then my granmother hade her 90 birthday so congrats. and i also got this photo of the brothers ;) aka my dad and unkel. i have one of my granmother but she dosen want to be here so i show the orcid she got from me insted!!

adn the last is me coming home early and finding the grass frozzen again!
and to night i will see Cand C for diner and movies. and i will talk about that if i have time. because this weekend its work and more work. hihi I love it

over and out!

best becky in the hole wide world!

so i got the mail and their was a packets. and i think its for my dad because i have not orded enything.,
walking in and looking at the name. wait its for me, well ok then what is this? and then i see its from beks so i open thinking i will find my book that she lend at new years. but what do i find? this...

and in the book she wrote notes and drawings. so no i can wait untill i can read it all. im so happy that i have here in my life. she and the rest of my friends are my life and they are a big reason i live a happy life! i would not be the same with out their love and suport!

love loads

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seconde weekend

and i love it. i have the best work right now in the world. i mena i go their can look at this amasing animals and work with them and peopel. i can see eny better work right now.

just look at this

arent they cute. after clening in the rainforest the monkeys come ut, the suricats and the baboons. walking around and enyoing every moment of it. so on wensday i will spend som houres with the worls best bumbi their and it will be amasing. so now back to the essay and stop doling here, you have work do to missi!!!

but last i have to put this one up their. its a nice pear

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good girl

i was a good girl today, gave blood so that people can survive surgury. also did some shoping for mum and write a lite bit on the essay. soon mom is doing a nice dinner and after that i will pobably go to my love and do some more study! and saturday work. isten life fun?!!!

over and out!

ones again

were im reading something for this prodject and my mind wanders so i have to write what i think down,.

I was looking for 2 songs on my itunes that i was going to taka away, and then it popt up You Raise Me Up with Josh Groban and it reminded me of when anders ekborg did it in så ska det låta and his borther jonined in
Anders ekborg you raised me up so i neede to go on the youtube to see it and then back to itunde to here it with celtic women. see that tengeld web here ;) so now im lisening to celtic woman. and thar remindes me of anne, and some of beki!! so now insted of reading what i started with im enjoying the musik and missin my loved ones. how did this happen?

over and out

the first of many...

so the first weekend at work is done! and it was så much fun, i was abit tierd after sitting in the pet and hug sektion for 7 h two days in arow because it keep trak of the spider and the snake. the kids hands and 10 miljon questions at the same time. i will get just to it to keep trak of it, but it was so fun. to see poeple that say they dont like the animals and still will pet them because the need to get over their fears. and i got friendly with the snakes and spider. i really like them they are nice. and one of them likes to hug you so you always have alot to do. but i will have a nice summer working, its one of the first time i can say that my summer job kick ass!!!! animals al day long and people. hehe im in heven!!!!

so this is sturling. he is the one that love to move around. if i put mu thoung out he want to smell me and does that same. its populare among then wisitors, hehe
the one of the right look big. but he is maby 4 cm across the head.is the angel that makes him big.




and when i got home i found and email from norway and then one working with the orcas their. so it look bright that i will go their for my master theesis. more about that when i know!!!

so today its sis on the schedual, going to so some shoping, then to town to see avater with C and have a nice dinner. so about that tomorrow

over and out

spring, spring, spring!!!!

thats the best ever. spring. the sun is you again after waking up to rain. and yester day i found tussilago (thats the latin name) and that means spring is here.

what i worri about is the this cloud from iceland. that bad because of al the ases ending up everwere. as a biologis i can see that it will have a impact on the environment.
but still the spring is here soon i hope that i can pick "vitsippor" i think they are cald white lillis i think.

so now back to study and fingors krossed that C will be abel to go to paris.

ove and out!

i know

i should read articles, but my lovely dog does someting i love. she comes in to my room and lays down in the sun...

she find were the sun are and lays in it. do i have to say that shes black. and its not only today or her. many of over dogs love to lay down in the sun inside. and lays at diferent places during the day. why? idk but i would think that they like the feeling of the sun on them. like i love it to.....

over and out!

så ett på svenska!

eftersom deta nog inte rör så många andra en svenskar så får det blir så.

jag har fått tag på nästa all slagermusik. alltså alla vinnere sen 1958 och framåt. de senaste 30 åren tror jag att jag har alla låtar på för alla åren, hehe, så självklart harjag lyssnat på visa gamla. men bestämde mig för att börja lyssna på det från 1980 och framåt, och inser att jag saknar den gamla slagern. där det sjöngs på svenska, där det var kikki, lotta och bettan. när carola van med fångad av en stromvind. det är slagerna, det gamla härliga. är uppe i 2008 och känner att deta stora spektakel det nu är med 4 deltävlingar mm inte är som det ska. jag kan itne säga att jag inte gillar låtarna för det gör jag, många är bra. men känner man att 75% bara är skit och utfyllnad från de tidigare åren så ärdet illa. och sen är kommer de små guldkornen som jag med min egan musiksmak älskar som årets Yeba-Getty Domein och har skön takt. jag hade nog aldrig hört hans låt om den inte varit med. men ändå, JAG SAKNAR DEN GAMLA SLAGERNA, den sväniga svenska musiken som det var. det heter melodifestivalen nu. men vart är slager låtarna? det var bättre för helt enkelt!

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I hate my f-cking knee. i was goodpower walking yester day and doing some work out. what happen? apperently my knee have desided to f-ck up even more because of that i hade ba shoes. that have never happen before. i was walking to uni in flip-flops and it was not a problem..

so now i have the best mother because I look like i pincushion with the acupuncture nedels in.

 but she is the best because now it hurs even when i rest that it did not do last time. so tomorrow i will go to an otroped (idk if that is the english term) but i hope he can fix it because im going crazy with this.

over and out

maby...

...I should walk away.
...I should stop this, make a clean break befor the feelings are to strong.
...I should say, no this is it.it was nice and fun but more will only mean heartbreaking for you and me.

maby I should go, but i cant, you arms around me make me safe, you smile makes me smile and here you say i love you makes my heart jump so i will stay, the heartakes will come some day, but i can't walk away the feeling are to strong to ignore.

over and out!

normal day!

ihave realised that i need to start walking again. some of the cloths are geting smal again so im going to do it now.
so i hade my love to drop me of on his way to work and then i walk home and did some of the work out that i hade during handboll praktis. so fromnow on i will walk atleast 40 min each morning befor breakfast. and i will try to have a cup of coffe befor because that is sopost to be good, but idk if my body will like the coffen without someing els in the tummy!

and i want this.

they are what i need for my camera. i have goten recomedations for them and they seams to be what i need. so preace give me money or i want to win the lotto. because thous babys are comeing home to mammi!

over and out!

easter.

so easter past and i hade a realy nice time with the family. first i was on friday i have brunch at home the mom,dad, and the sisters and the of to globen to see an iceshow with alot of the good ones. nice nice nice.

then on the saturday we al were at mom and dads to have ester lunch, and then sis to some photos of the elder, bump and her boy. i sneek a photo too. hehe

and then me and my love were at his mom and dad to have easter dinner, so to sum it up.
alot of food, candy and nice time

over and out!