honey

i have read i friend blog and you are making me want to come home. you need to have a hug and sometinh to make your head stop messing with you. the problem is that i recognis what i read. that was me, so I wish that i hade a solution. that i could sa do this but i cant. that not how it works. you need to find something that makes i go away. no one can do that for you. tha thing is that i dont know how to do it. i needed to get far way form my old life to change. i dont think that you need that. i think that you need to find that spark that makes you se that you are butifull in everway. both inside and you. you say that you are alwasy their for me and i know that tru. but are you their for your self? do you realy think about you and what is important to you. i get the feeling you want to. and try,but then one of us that you are always their for take that energy that you wher puting in to you on us. maby im wrong i dont know. but if im right. maby you need to se who and why you dont put the most important one first. and that is you and only you! the one that need to be hole to be stong for others.