Im a geek...

i have for the last days listen to backstreet boys al of the albums. it is both on repeat on my mp3 and my ituns. i want to much to here the songs over and over again i know im a geek. but i still like them alot. both the old and new. the are always in my heart because the was their since i was 8. the have been gone for a will but still can the make new songs that have new way to express the feeling. siberia and al. they are good at geting the songs to talk about love, new love, lost love friendship al in new ways:P  even when they do a song about cheating it become a hit.

so now i will stop doing this but some old pictuers on them so get nostolgic about:P

brian and kevin from 05

  

and then other from 08 (with brian in the coner)

so the list i talk about...

... in the last post.

they were for this year
- dive 150 dives that will not happen. i have 100
- fall in love that happend, and im happy
- meat up with B K T and M i have meet K and M B befor new yeras. i hope fo T to
- go to bergen to meet the norwigis thansk K for making that happen for me
- start my final work in school well that will not happen. but the plans are on trak eny way
- jump bungyjump it was planed fo nz but id not happen
- take dry suit card (think i will move that down to 5 years)
- stop thinkit to much dont think i can ever do that!
- see my cousins  well one down one to go

and for the next 5 years
- dive with hammer head scholling
- work woth sharks and orcas
- pet a shark and orcas(in the wild dont tell my dad)
-  take dry suit card
- be the best ant in the world! with the sis ofcurrse.

so more will maby come. butthat is for later.

hehe

so the tickets is paid. the hostel book. the smile on and i will get a book about new york. om maby i will what to wish for that in chrismas present:P

so her i go a list of what i want. and maby not need.

- a book about new york so i know what to fors B to take me to.
- the computer talk about erlier
- a the dive gera to have it al ( i so want but not to tell)
-pocket money for new york
- a new good camera. cannon. didigtal but sytem:P
-teather ticktes to me and mother
-mamma mia ticket in new york
- a calander for 2010
-that the list i set up for me in oz will be tru.
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over and out!

ok, ok

i have been bad again at this but alot have been going on. and the feeling that i can write here without saying everyting that flighs tru my head and i have not feel like that so ergo no writing.

but i have hade my darling bumbi here fo a weekend or more and we hade it good. we when to a friend so celibrate her birthday. over to denmark, playing card and talking. i have misst here and it was a good weekend. it could been bether. but hey nothing gos like we want to.

and then las week it was alot. i hade an exam that i so whant to get of my back. so after school i was in the lib to study as long as it was open. home. talk abit to the boy and then of to bed to start over. and then also planing what my bumbi said i have to do. im going to new york during new years. so i havebook the fligh and hoping everthing will go as planed for that. so this week will go to fix with that. get redy to go to scotland on sunday and be gone for a week, and maby breaht a little befor going home to sthlm for a weekend. and i have to say my boyfrind know how to make me smile.

idk what mor have happen, then my thinking when im been woking around and also reading the lokal papper. it has been a debate about wering a veil as a muslim women. and that its no someting writen in the coran. then thing i have always though was that the women were it to not show ther beauti  for any other man then thier own. or the clos family. so now when i see you women wher it, and they have tight pants, nice tops, some makeup, the veil is some eye cathing and they have heals. dont the purpus of the veil to not make you stand you now make you have they eye on you any why. i dont say the should not were it. but somhow i fell that is mixt. so now my crazy mind has spokne. i will go to bed soon.

over and out

the best in the world.

she is here! my own bumbi! and im so happy for that. she is my strengt, my one and only. and we are going to have a great weekend togther. so long since last and so needed.

i have go to school for a seminare. but later she is mine and only mine!
love here more then anything.

over and out

well...

not much have happend. i have finished one cours now (yester dau) and started the marinbioloy- advanced today. it looks like it will be a good,no exam in that one. alot to read but i think it will be a nice course.
I also got my supervior for the bacholar prodject i will do next year and that feels good aswell. the think that are comming seems to be working out so nicely.

and in 2 days my BUMBI is coming here. i have miss her so much. wehave not realy hade the time to see eachother during this summer. so have her down her and be only us to. ya thats what we soooo need. she will alwyas be the best their is. but not be alot with her is not the best for me.

so to get out of this depression i have over the lack of sun and bad wether we will have some amasing days now.

over and out! (jessica did you stell that from me?)

i know put them togehter but hey i cant!

and then i found this.

http://www.expressen.se/sex/1.1764335/fler-kyssar-kan-skydda-barn-under-graviditet and since i have someon i care about more then my self that are pregnet i hade to publish it here.

is says that if you are pregnet kiss you boyfriend alot becase that will give the babe protection from a virus. the best is to kiss the same one for 6 months.

and to add to that. i have seen the first photo proff of this childe. is so small but im i love with it. and it will be the best time to see it grow up.

´BTW i think its a boy!!!!

im happy....

http://www.expressen.se/kultur/1.1763970/astrids-okanda-text-om-rashatet

i know this is in swedish. but i was going on abut what a parti in swe did against my favorit aothor in al times. and now one of her friends found this text that she wrote in 1916 that she was said about what she read about judes. and im happy that even though she is dead she can still deffend her self. she wrote this so long ago yes, but why would her friedn have it in the book that the party deside to you are heir manifesto if not to find it for her. life after death is someting that we dont talk about. she wrote a book about it. and i know their is someting after this life. the feeling i have about dead relatives show that its tru. they are always their. i have the biggest proff of that. i when to my granmother and granfathers grave to say hello and be closer to them with alot going on in my head. and on their grave a rabbit satt and look at me. it jumpt  of and was their al along will i wistit them. and i know it was because they wanted me to know they are always their.

R.I.P astrid.
R.I.P granmother and my 2 granfathers.
R.I.P al the dogs and animal i hade in my life. not a day gose by i dont miss you.
and now i know why i wanted to ligh the candles yester day. to show the one i love they are always on my mind.