best becky in the hole wide world!

so i got the mail and their was a packets. and i think its for my dad because i have not orded enything.,
walking in and looking at the name. wait its for me, well ok then what is this? and then i see its from beks so i open thinking i will find my book that she lend at new years. but what do i find? this...

and in the book she wrote notes and drawings. so no i can wait untill i can read it all. im so happy that i have here in my life. she and the rest of my friends are my life and they are a big reason i live a happy life! i would not be the same with out their love and suport!

love loads

over and out

seconde weekend

and i love it. i have the best work right now in the world. i mena i go their can look at this amasing animals and work with them and peopel. i can see eny better work right now.

just look at this

arent they cute. after clening in the rainforest the monkeys come ut, the suricats and the baboons. walking around and enyoing every moment of it. so on wensday i will spend som houres with the worls best bumbi their and it will be amasing. so now back to the essay and stop doling here, you have work do to missi!!!

but last i have to put this one up their. its a nice pear

over and out

good girl

i was a good girl today, gave blood so that people can survive surgury. also did some shoping for mum and write a lite bit on the essay. soon mom is doing a nice dinner and after that i will pobably go to my love and do some more study! and saturday work. isten life fun?!!!

over and out!

ones again

were im reading something for this prodject and my mind wanders so i have to write what i think down,.

I was looking for 2 songs on my itunes that i was going to taka away, and then it popt up You Raise Me Up with Josh Groban and it reminded me of when anders ekborg did it in så ska det låta and his borther jonined in
Anders ekborg you raised me up so i neede to go on the youtube to see it and then back to itunde to here it with celtic women. see that tengeld web here ;) so now im lisening to celtic woman. and thar remindes me of anne, and some of beki!! so now insted of reading what i started with im enjoying the musik and missin my loved ones. how did this happen?

over and out

the first of many...

so the first weekend at work is done! and it was så much fun, i was abit tierd after sitting in the pet and hug sektion for 7 h two days in arow because it keep trak of the spider and the snake. the kids hands and 10 miljon questions at the same time. i will get just to it to keep trak of it, but it was so fun. to see poeple that say they dont like the animals and still will pet them because the need to get over their fears. and i got friendly with the snakes and spider. i really like them they are nice. and one of them likes to hug you so you always have alot to do. but i will have a nice summer working, its one of the first time i can say that my summer job kick ass!!!! animals al day long and people. hehe im in heven!!!!

so this is sturling. he is the one that love to move around. if i put mu thoung out he want to smell me and does that same. its populare among then wisitors, hehe
the one of the right look big. but he is maby 4 cm across the head.is the angel that makes him big.




and when i got home i found and email from norway and then one working with the orcas their. so it look bright that i will go their for my master theesis. more about that when i know!!!

so today its sis on the schedual, going to so some shoping, then to town to see avater with C and have a nice dinner. so about that tomorrow

over and out

spring, spring, spring!!!!

thats the best ever. spring. the sun is you again after waking up to rain. and yester day i found tussilago (thats the latin name) and that means spring is here.

what i worri about is the this cloud from iceland. that bad because of al the ases ending up everwere. as a biologis i can see that it will have a impact on the environment.
but still the spring is here soon i hope that i can pick "vitsippor" i think they are cald white lillis i think.

so now back to study and fingors krossed that C will be abel to go to paris.

ove and out!

i know

i should read articles, but my lovely dog does someting i love. she comes in to my room and lays down in the sun...

she find were the sun are and lays in it. do i have to say that shes black. and its not only today or her. many of over dogs love to lay down in the sun inside. and lays at diferent places during the day. why? idk but i would think that they like the feeling of the sun on them. like i love it to.....

over and out!

så ett på svenska!

eftersom deta nog inte rör så många andra en svenskar så får det blir så.

jag har fått tag på nästa all slagermusik. alltså alla vinnere sen 1958 och framåt. de senaste 30 åren tror jag att jag har alla låtar på för alla åren, hehe, så självklart harjag lyssnat på visa gamla. men bestämde mig för att börja lyssna på det från 1980 och framåt, och inser att jag saknar den gamla slagern. där det sjöngs på svenska, där det var kikki, lotta och bettan. när carola van med fångad av en stromvind. det är slagerna, det gamla härliga. är uppe i 2008 och känner att deta stora spektakel det nu är med 4 deltävlingar mm inte är som det ska. jag kan itne säga att jag inte gillar låtarna för det gör jag, många är bra. men känner man att 75% bara är skit och utfyllnad från de tidigare åren så ärdet illa. och sen är kommer de små guldkornen som jag med min egan musiksmak älskar som årets Yeba-Getty Domein och har skön takt. jag hade nog aldrig hört hans låt om den inte varit med. men ändå, JAG SAKNAR DEN GAMLA SLAGERNA, den sväniga svenska musiken som det var. det heter melodifestivalen nu. men vart är slager låtarna? det var bättre för helt enkelt!

over and out!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I hate my f-cking knee. i was goodpower walking yester day and doing some work out. what happen? apperently my knee have desided to f-ck up even more because of that i hade ba shoes. that have never happen before. i was walking to uni in flip-flops and it was not a problem..

so now i have the best mother because I look like i pincushion with the acupuncture nedels in.

 but she is the best because now it hurs even when i rest that it did not do last time. so tomorrow i will go to an otroped (idk if that is the english term) but i hope he can fix it because im going crazy with this.

over and out

maby...

...I should walk away.
...I should stop this, make a clean break befor the feelings are to strong.
...I should say, no this is it.it was nice and fun but more will only mean heartbreaking for you and me.

maby I should go, but i cant, you arms around me make me safe, you smile makes me smile and here you say i love you makes my heart jump so i will stay, the heartakes will come some day, but i can't walk away the feeling are to strong to ignore.

over and out!

normal day!

ihave realised that i need to start walking again. some of the cloths are geting smal again so im going to do it now.
so i hade my love to drop me of on his way to work and then i walk home and did some of the work out that i hade during handboll praktis. so fromnow on i will walk atleast 40 min each morning befor breakfast. and i will try to have a cup of coffe befor because that is sopost to be good, but idk if my body will like the coffen without someing els in the tummy!

and i want this.

they are what i need for my camera. i have goten recomedations for them and they seams to be what i need. so preace give me money or i want to win the lotto. because thous babys are comeing home to mammi!

over and out!

easter.

so easter past and i hade a realy nice time with the family. first i was on friday i have brunch at home the mom,dad, and the sisters and the of to globen to see an iceshow with alot of the good ones. nice nice nice.

then on the saturday we al were at mom and dads to have ester lunch, and then sis to some photos of the elder, bump and her boy. i sneek a photo too. hehe

and then me and my love were at his mom and dad to have easter dinner, so to sum it up.
alot of food, candy and nice time

over and out!

i hate somethings

I hate when the sun i gone for to long.
i hate when people i love is hurting.
but most of al i hate geting disapointed by people i have in my lifeand that i trust. i have morwe friends now then i just to. and i have bene carefull with how fast i let them in to my life and how well i let them know me.
so then when their is no good reacon to turn your back  on me and other friends i get angry and hate it. i hatethe disapointment. i hate that at i feel this why. and i hate that i let you come this close if you only are trowing it in my face. some time i hate you.and this time you can not come back that easy. you might not like when and how often we can met. but then say that and say i dont want to be you friend enymore. not this krap you are doing now. im sick of it and hate it al. i even start hating my self for ever belivning in you. so that mustmean i hate you!!

over and out!

the last days....

...I have been studying well atleast during the week.
thursdag i was out and about with bumbi! we got some stuff for the party in the begining of the summer and then seteld the most for being abel to send the invites for the partyy!
ialso hade time to take awalk and this amasing photo opertunite precentad it self to me. sadly i did not have my nice cam with me, so the phonephoto have to do.

and last week i found this t-shirt formy lovely sister. its hard to se the bumbp.but it is their and see look so lovely. also the snappeli from last weekend when me and my love took a coffe during saturday. it was a reminder of the states and the lovely people their. i miss them.

that sunday (so a week later now) i got hurt during my handboll game. and my mother put a bandaid on me to prevent mefrom using the hand.
and last a photo of what it said on a stors window in new york, that me and monica found.
btw she is coming to me for almost a week in june for the party. shes the best!!!!

and thats al for me this time. over and out!

frogs and more

so their are alot going on. dad is stilll working with his frogs. and now an other specis have started to lay eggs, and took a photo on them mating and later the eggs.

and the the spring is here and the snpw drop are out and the suns warm.i love this!!! and my sister grows like she should bump is growing and is do soooo soon. i can wait but its still so nice to be with her and see that shes happy and well. so the first photo of bump is here!

and last of al. i have goten the job i want. i will be working at an aquaria. or its more a zoo in stocholm. starting in 1,5 month. and before that i want to have my batholor prodject done. and i will spend time whit my love that i soon have been with for 9 months (time flys)

over and out al my loved ones!

yester day!

i was to town going to a comedy show. and it was bloody brilliant.
some was not so good but the last guy, he crackt me up totaly and i want to see more of him. an kiwi (new zealander) adn he was jocking about alot of poeple in the auiens, sweds in general and him self. he was one of the best i have seen alive Al Pitcher, you rook.
so thansk to C and C lovely night and i want to do it again. or i have to see him. hi is so goood!!!

so youtube him. i have;) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44klo13ifmE

today is being with the lovely sis. and helping her with stuff. and kuddyling whit the belly!

the sun

is out! and me and my mother was in the garden,and we found some snow-drops (idk if that the english name. but they are on their why to bloom. and im so happy. spring is coming! and that thebest ever. i want the sun to be out. i want the flowers to bloom and soon be piking lilly of the vally ( i know that the name of it). so i tok some  photos of casa rosa. the dogs. my mother and the snow drops. we will later go for a long walk with the dogs and i hope i finde more to photo then! hehe i love my camera!

i also got this nice serir of eo in action!

and my love ly one!

over and out!

being bord

means for me to sitt at my computer doing nothing. or waching movies or lisen to musik. what i should have done was to sort al the stuff out of my computer. make more room on it.but noooo. i did not.
so today bord and i should study i found this one. a strip my friend gave me on oz. (i so miss that) and i can stop laughigabout it. so here i will share it with the world. and i fell sorry for the dicks. they dont have eat easy.

so that it.
over and out!

gone

i have been away with my animal behaviur studys and going home tomorrow.
we have been loooking at crikets and there fighting behavour. and first day. fun althe oter days borings. we have done around 250 fights. and after the first 50 it was one of the most borign stuff i have ever done.
and the fakt that my tuter are not here al the time. i feel that we will not be jugde good on this one. i want the higher mark and i dont have someone to see it. i know me and one of the others havedone more work. siting longer at night and esiding more. and then that other will get the same because of us is bad. bad bad. but what to do?
but i is a nice place to be. if i wasent so boring being here. goind home tomorrow and then this pain is over!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soooooooo nice!

so here we go

so im bad i know. no reason to go in to that again!

well it have happend alot. i have move home to the parents again to take a cours at stockholm university adn to do my final prodject for the bacholor! and talking about that i got an email that said i have to be in lud taking classes for it. and i say skrew that. when i started it they said yoe you can to it from a distans. so that i will do. i will not go down their becasue they change the rules.

so as i said i have moved home to the parents to do this. but i spend alotof the night with my boy its 7 onsths to days ;). so thats nice. and the cours im doing is nice.
ethology! the behavours of animals. love love that. and the bacholor prodject is about that aswell! hehe!
i have done alot in a short time. i have been with friends. seen M and L that nice. been with my C's and the family. now i have to see you J. you know how you are. dinner some day? and then i have to see the first C (see erlier poster) and study. and more and more!

i also starte plying handboll again. and have alreddy playd 3 games. and i love it. is the best to be back on that feild and the feeling of being in the team again. i love love it! so J you have to come see me. i will call you soon!

so now its school, praktis. finding a work and living on that the plan:P
enone that have a part time work for me?

over and out!